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Showing posts with label Senioritis. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Senioritis. Show all posts

Monday, May 5, 2014

The Month of the Figurative Friday

Last year, I realized that May is just a whole month of a Figurative Friday. Basically, everyday is like Friday in the sense that we are all done and just looking forward to the weekend (aka summer).

Students are done, as well as teachers. I don't actually remember the last time that my English teacher made us stay for the whole class period. She literally has nothing else for us to do. We get out early everyday, and not just ten minutes early- like an hour early. But hey, you don't hear any of us complaining! Because I took my math final last Friday and we are done after the AP exam on Wednesday, we don't really need to go to that class anymore.

Ask anyone of my friends and we'll all say the same thing- we don't really do homework anymore. In most of my classes, I have a high enough grade where I could do nothing and still finish with an A. That works perfectly for me because man do I lack motivation. Don't get me wrong- there is definitely stuff to be done, but it just does not feel very important. In English the other day, we had to illustrate a few lines from a poem that focused a lot on imagery. Usually, Kylee and I would make the project a much bigger deal than it really was and spend far too much time on a stupid picture. But when we really stopped and thought about it, we knew that we just had to do a small little picture that met the requirements, not some abstract picture that could earn a place in the Louvre. Because when it came down to everything, we would still graduate, no matter how bad the picture was.

I evaluate everything with the question, "Well if I don't do it, will I still graduate?" And the answer is usually yes:) I also associate the Figurative Friday with senioritis so there's that too. I laugh because last year I thought I had junioritis. Oh how I was wrong. That was absolutely nothing to now. I was talking to a neighbor on Saturday and she asked me how I was feeling about the end of this journey. When I told her I just felt done, she pointed out that I deserved to feel that way. I worked dang hard these past four years. I've always worried that my being done would carry over into high school, and for the most part, I really don't think it will. College is going to be something new and different with new people, new classes, and a whole new place, so there will be that level of sheer excitement. Plus, I'll be getting to take classes on things that I am absolutely passionate about so I think that will really just start the fire inside of me.

This is part of why I love May. There's that common bond between all students and teachers on being burned out and overworked. So right now, I'll embrace the Figurative Friday. It is only one month, right?

Not completely relevant, but sort of. Instead of doing school like things, all of us sisters hang out and lay in my bed. It's fun stuff


xo
Hannah

Sunday, May 4, 2014

Hey May!

How on Earth is it already May?! Wasn't just yesterday the first day of school? Everyone always said senior year flies by, but man, I never realized how fast it would. They also talked about senioritis and I never would have guessed I would be hit so hard by it. I think I have a few ounces of motivation to get me through my last six days of school! On Friday, I took my first last final. Can I just shout it from the rooftops how ecstatic I am to be done with high school math?! The AP exam is on Wednesday and that's just going to happen how it happens (aka I'm not stressed because I know I'll take calculus again in college). Tomorrow I have my APES exam and boy I cannot wait for that to be over. I have never detested a class as much as that one (except maybe AP World).

You see, what I love about May is that it's a month of lots of ends, but a month of new beginnings. While the school year ends, the summer begins. While the cold spring ends, the warm whispers of summer begin. It's a magical thing, really.

Right now, as I blog, the windows are wide open and I hear the birds chirping, my dad in the backyard gardening and listening to Bohemian Rhapsody, and I listen to some old soul music because to me, it just screams spring. Right now is my favorite part of spring- the transition into summer phase. Everything is in bloom and the air smells SO good!

And because I think I'm the luckiest girl in the world to live in the most beautiful state, I thought I would share with all of you the beautiful colors and nature that are just in my yard.
It rained pink petals last night



Crabapple tree blossoms

Bees just swarm the tree, creating a constant buzz 
Nature's pretty pretty
The ONLY time in life I like pink is when it's in nature
Apple tree blossoms
The beginnings of Marvin's famous garden and the lawn boy Brandon in the background

 And the planting has only just begun. I can't wait to share the abundance of color that will eventually erupt!


 I hope you are all enjoying the beautiful spring as much as I am! Happy May my lovely readers!

xo
Hannah



GRADUATION COUNTDOWN: 18 DAYS

Sunday, August 25, 2013

let's be done now.

Today This weekend was one of those awful, overwhelming, homework filled weekends where you just want to give up and watch movies, but instead you work for hours all day.

I haven't had a lot of homework all school year, but this weekend it was the MOTHERLOAD. I'm finally done, but there's still things I could be doing that are just not due tomorrow. But it's 10:30, and I'm tired and I want to go to sleep before midnight and maybe catch up on what happened at the VMAs. Because I couldn't watch them because of homework.

It wasn't just my classes right now that overwhelmed me this weekend, but the big C word did too.

College. 

The word I hate most right now, because it's the word of a million questions.
"Where are you going?"
"What do you want to study?"
"When will you apply?"

How about everyone just takes a second to stop, and I'll let you know in a few months. I'll gladly tell you then!

I've got it narrowed down to less than ten schools now, but I just don't know. I feel like I will know soon though, like a sign is coming my way.


I found this on Pinterest tonight, and it is THE TRUTH!! Move mitochondria to freshman year, and chemistry to sophomore year, and it's me. So so so me.

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As much as I love high school and all the wonder that comes with it...
I can't wait to be done.

xo
Hannah