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Thursday, May 22, 2014

The Race

It has been the best four years, ThunderRidge!

All of my life, it seemed like I was in a race. I sat back and thought about it- thirteen years of education, each year like a mile, long but not as long as you think. Thirteen miles, a half marathon. Each mile got a little harder but it was one mile closer to the finish line.  Some years were easy, a full mile downhill, while others pushed me, straight uphill.  About half way through, every runner has a decision to make- how do they want to finish?  They could start to walk and lose their momentum, or push through to finish strong.  Each mile towards the end got a little harder - I faced new challenges and obstacles but had to remember how close I was to the end. Throughout the race, I sometimes felt like just another runner in the crowd.  I was surrounded by other people who wanted to finish, who wanted to do the best. Some tried to trip others during the race. But those people wouldn’t slow me down... people were cheering me on from the sidelines the entire time, ringing their cowbells and screaming my name. Before I knew it, I had four miles left. They weren't the easiest miles but they were some of the most deciding miles. I finally reached the last mile, which proved to be the hardest. Although the end was near, I felt tired and sometimes, less motivated.  I never knew exactly what the finish line would hold for me, but I knew that it would be what I worked for, so I kept running, strong in every stride. As the finish line got closer, I realized that in each mile, each year of education, all that I had learned pushed me to my next mile, as I desired to learn more.

And here I am today, crossing the finish line. It’s a bittersweet feeling. Waiting is not just a diploma, but endless opportunity.  We have finished the race, and while it might not have been easy, we are fortunate with what now awaits us. You see, opportunity has a different definition for everyone. For some, it means going to college, whether that be a small local school, or an Ivy League miles away. For others, it means starting a career and working. Others will go and travel, and see what else there is in the world outside of our little town. Regardless of what path we decide to venture, we will learn more, and continue the journey as a lifelong learners. However, I have learned that what comes next for us all is not a race. It turns out the race that I thought was life was really a race with myself, to see how hard I could push myself, to see the grand results that would come from hard work and dedication.  

Education is something that never ends and takes commitment.  Our limits will be tested, our wills challenged. But we will all thrive. We have been given everything we need to go out and succeed,  we armed for the future. We will find what we love the most, where our passion exists. Now we must go do. We must take our talents, our skills, what makes us unique, and make our mark. How are you going to leave your thumbprint? When I was younger and would go to play somewhere, my mother always reminded me to leave the place better than I found it. The entire world is now our playground- how do you plan to make it better than you found it? Whatever it might be, remember this, I beg: whatever you do is valuable. It is not a competition with those around you. Don't push anyone down to achieve what you desire. The only thing you are competing with is your fears-- don't let them win. As my friend would say, be bold and tenacious. Shamelessly show the world who you are. 

xo
Hannah


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Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Thank You

I don't think there's a way that one can truly thank everyone in their life. Words feel like they are never enough, but then you remember when you are being thanked, and the value of the words. So thank you. Every person I have come into contact to over the years has impacted my life, in one way or another. Here's four groups of people that I most want to thank.

To my teachers~
Thank you for your dedication to my education. You don't know how much your words of wisdom have meant to me. And thanks for not always making it easy. Even though I may not have liked the challenge at the time, I can see now how important it was.  Thank you for introducing me to the things I don't really love- without knowing what they are, I would never know how much I love certain things. I take with me everyday all that you have taught me, and promise that I will continue my life as a learner.

To my friends~
Thanks for always being there to make me smile, to laugh with, to sing with, to gossip with, to simply be with. We don't get to choose our family, but we do get to choose our friends and I'm so happy that we found our way to each other. Although our days always being together are coming to an end and we will soon part ways, our times we had together will always be with me. There is not a doubt in my heart that we will find our way back to each other. Agape. <3

To my not friends~
Thank you for showing me who to trust. While it may have hurt at the time, I am so thankful for the obstacles you created. I overcome each one and have turned out better because of it. Because of you, I know see the value of those who are in my life, and I love them even more because of it. Thank you for showing me I didn't need you. You made me even stronger than I thought I could ever be.

To my family~
Thank you for listening to me complain and putting up with me all these years. I don't know where I would be without your constant support and encouragement. I feel so lucky to be close next year so I can still see you all . You've watched me grow up, now it's time to make you proud.


What I love about my school is all the amazing tradition. The one that I think all seniors most look forward to and dread at the same time is the Moving Up Ceremony. Teachers line the gym and we are able to go through and tell them goodbye, as well as walk through the gym one last time. It is also a time when seniors call down siblings and underclassmen friends and say goodbye. It's all very emotional, but really such a neat thing. After all the seniors have gone through is when the freshman, sophomores, and juniors get to move to their new seats on the gym. It's a really big deal. It feels like I was just a freshman moving to the sophomore side... time sure has flied!
Thanks for the artsy picture of the gym Mom!

Seniors beginning to walk through


Riley hugging her AP Calc teacher who I just realized is much shorter than her haha 

Good ol'  Mr. Paisley sure is the best

This one is my favorite! As I hug my old physics teacher, Mackenzie is a little sad.
Let's get a close up of that
Found my baby brother
Well he's not really my baby anymore
My favorite sisters in the world


Gracias, merci, danke, grazie, mahalo, takk, dangge, salamat, thank you... I cannot say it enough. Those that have been in my life for a long time or a short time, for the good or the bad, have shaped me into who I am today and have guided me in seeing who I truly want to be. Much love.

xo
Hannah

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Monday, May 19, 2014

These Hallowed Halls

"You get a strange feeling when you're about to leave a place. Like you'll not only miss the people you love, but you'll also miss the person you are now at this time and place because you'll never be this way ever again."


There's something about high school. It's a place where we all are trying to figure each other out, while also all trying to figure ourselves out. It's where we have learned about friendship and what it means to be someone that others can count on. It's a place where we have been overwhelmed with joy and excitement, and a place where we have hurt and been broken. But above all else, it is where some of our most cherished memories were made. 

Each day, we would walk down the halls, oblivious to what was really around us. The everyday background became monotonous. But when we look back one day, we will realize all the little niches that we made while we were there.

These halls that we walked are hallowed, a place in which we became who we are we today. And they're something that I never want to forget. 












But perhaps the most significant place in all of these halls is a corner, dimly lit, but a home. E107. Four years ago, Mackenzie and I, practically strangers at the time, were assigned this locker. Who would have ever guessed that it would have become such an important thing to all of us, the focal point of so many high school memories.  We made photo collages and made it ours. Over the next years, it became the meeting place for our friends. Every morning, I would walk through the doors and head straight there, anxious to see my friends there. It's where we took several pictures on spirit days; it's where Kylee was asked to homecoming freshman year; it's where I threw up in my cast one morning sophomore year; it's where Christmas gifts were exchanged. The Locker was our place, our niche at school. It will always be our place, loved and left behind. 



Freshman year birthdays
Totally not prepared for pictures 

Sophomore homecoming spirit days
Sophomore homecoming spirit days
Senior homecoming spirit days

Forever our place 
We love The Locker

I will always remember the days I walked the halls. The conversations I had, the people I was with, the feeling there was- I know it will never be the same when I walk down them again.




Goodbye and thanks for the memories.

xo
Hannah

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Friday, May 16, 2014

High Five for Friday!

It was my last week of high school!! Where does the time go?!

1. Last day of APUSH with my two favorites! We survived many long lectures, crazy Paisley stories, and chapters of the seemingly endless textbook. 

2. Oh how we have grown! These girls have made seminar bearable, they are the best!
Freshman year to senior year

3. My first day of kindergarten and my last day of high school, picture taken in the same place. 

4. Heck yes, AP Calculus.

5. My 16th and final choir concert, with the world's best fans.


xo
Hannah

GRADUATION COUNTDOWN: 6 DAYS

Thursday, May 15, 2014

A Boulder Adventure

On Tuesday, Mackenzie and I were done with finals and done with high school. It's still slowly hitting us that we are done, but neither of us have really been able to comprehend it all.

Obviously, we had to go to Sonic to celebrate. We ate a gourmet lunch of popcorn chicken and tater tots, but felt the need to adventure. We couldn't just go home, we were DONE with high school!!! So, we kind of drove around until it hit me what to do- go to Boulder! We just wanted to explore our future home and embrace the spontaneity.

While we were up there, we found my dorm, walked the walk from my dorm to Mack's, bought bumper stickers, and got some Jamba Juice. It was just a ton of fun exploring and picturing ourselves up there in the fall. We also didn't tell our parents where we going until we were up there so that was also fun.

We took some pictures, of course, and made a video. Because nothing is truly an adventure without a video!



Smith Hall holla

We are too cute

#thirsty





I am so excited for the fall!

xo
Hannah

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