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Sunday, March 16, 2014

Applied, Accepted, Confirmed

I've never been good at making decisions, literally from the day I was born. I got stuck, and the doctors said that it was because I had started to come out and down, but then turned myself around to go back in and up. Senior year, however, has forced me to make a lot of decisions.

I remember my junior year. I watched as the seniors applied to college, got accepted, and made their decisions where to go. It was hard for me to comprehend that that would soon be me. I was still so caught up in high school that the future seemed far off. And then came the summer. I began making lists of where I wanted to go. It was so difficult to choose because everywhere had a little appeal to me. But eventually, I narrowed it down. Then came the application process, which I thought was the most awful thing in the world (little did I know how sucky scholarship applications would be). Once everything was in came the wait for responses. I'll never forget my first response (and acceptance!) - University of Oregon. Others trickled in over the course of two months. I thought I knew what I wanted but I really didn't. Time helped the decision process, along with a lot of talking and thinking and just believing that I would end up in the right place.

I eventually had it narrowed down to about three or four schools. When it came down to it, here's what my deciding factors were:

1. In state- At the start of this big college adventure, I didn't really care if I went out of state or I stayed in. I thought I wanted to go out for a while- I was craving some new adventure. Then I realized, wherever I went, a new journey would await. I'm also very close with my family and it would definitely be difficult to be very far. Four years is not very long, but at the same time it is. These next four years of my life are ones that could bring a lot of change, so it's nice to know my family will be right there. I know that I have so many years ahead of me to go out when I am more ready. Plus, medical school is possibly in my future, so I can go out then! Wherever I go, it will be something new and fun and different!

2. Had my major- Once I chose my major last summer, I fell in love and there was no going back. The problem, I also loved DU... but DU did not have it. I met with an admissions counselor to look at majoring in biology, and compared it to physiology courses. However, it just wasn't the same. Physiology was exactly what I wanted, and I felt like my major was something I just did not want to bend on.

3. Was it right for me?- I really hate following a pack and doing what everyone else does, just because everyone else does it. This probably caused me the most stress. I didn't want people to assume that I was just going to a school that was easy to get into, and that every other kid in Colorado went to. But I had to push away all those thoughts and do was right for me. These next four years of education were all about me, and what was best for my future.

I had made up my mind at the end of February, but I had to let it seep inside of me. A few months ago, I came up with an idea on how I was going to tell my parents and worked to make it perfect. I am so in love with how it turned out, and how much my parents loved it. Such a burden was lifted off my shoulders once I finally decided. There was lots of happy tears shed and I am overall so happy with my decision! College, I'm coming for you!


"Just know, that wherever you go, you can always come back home..."

xo
Hannah

Monday, January 20, 2014

My Extraordinary, Ordinary Life


Ever since I saw the preview for "About Time" back in September when I saw "The Spectacular Now", I have known that it was a movie I would love. First of all, it has Rachel McAdams in it. It's impossible to go wrong with Rachel. Two, it was made by the same people as "Love Actually" and "Notting Hill", two of my favorite movies ever. I anxiously waited for it come out in November. However, it was one of those underpromoted movies that was only there for a few weeks with very limited show times. I have no idea how it did not generate more publicity because it was one of the most well-crafted movies I've seen in a while. Today, I decided I absolutely had to see it and searched around for it finding it on a *cough illegal website cough*.

And for the rest of the day, it has been replaying in my mind. It was a romance, but not overly puke-in-your-mouth romantic. I actually think a boy might be able to sit and enjoy it. It was real. Raw, honest, and inspiring. Sure, we can't actually travel back in time, but that's the point. The message is to live each day to the fullest. Yes, it seems cliche, but the movie does a great way of presenting this idea in an original way. Each of our lives are rich and opulent- you just have to see it that way.

Make time for what you love and who you love the most. And of course, make use of your time and see "About Time".

xo
Hannah

PS: I also really loved this movie because of the love, marriage, children aspect which is all I dream of in life so there's that too ;)


Thursday, August 22, 2013

Throwback

I am a majorly sentimental person. Memories make up my world, and the past has helped to make me who I am today. As I walk through the halls these days, it's weird to be the oldest. At first, it was almost unsettling not having the 'seniors' there. You become so accustomed to having the class above you be the bigs, that when it's your turn to be the leaders, the oldest, the big people on campus, it's surreal. Memories of the past comes back in bits and pieces, and I love it when they do.

For me, I equate smells to certain eras of my life/memories. 
     Love Spell from VS... the last day of middle school
        Sheer Love from VS... the first day of high school
           Juniper Breeze from BBW... my grammy
              Enchanted Orchid from BBW... a trip to Virgina a few years back
                  Simply Breathtaking from VS... Europe 2013
Tonight after my shower, I was digging for a lotion in my overflowing basket of bath soaps, lotions, and body sprays and grabbed a bottle of Dark Kiss from Bath and Body Works.
      And the emotions came rolling.
Dark Kiss IS freshman year.

I remember the first time I smelled it. I was homecoming dress shopping with Kylee, Hannah, and Kianna. We stopped at BBW in the mall, and Dark Kiss was the new scent, and they were making a big old deal about it. I remember Hannah saying how she totally thought it was called Dark Kiss after all the vampire movies that were out. (she was probably right!) I thought the smell was overpowering at first, but slowly fell in love.

When I smell Dark Kiss, I see silly freshman us. Awkward, but blooming. Spamming each other's Facebook walls, listening to Taylor Swift's "Speak Now" album, obsessing over ridiculously priced Coach shoes, eating frosted animal cookies, making our way through the crowded halls and the maze of school. We had Spanish tutoring on Tuesday nights, lots of sleepovers in Hannah's basement, watched Grey's Anatomy like it was our job, edited the heck out of our pictures on Picnik, loved Jugassa (aka the hottest guy ever) and had no idea how much harder, but wonderful life would get.

we were obsessed.
crazies at jump street
like my edit?;)
the more edits the better
15th bday party
homecoming dress shopping for the first time... and now it's almost time for our last time to shop
BABIES
i can't tell you how many pictures i have like this from sleepovers
we were hawaiian punch for halloween, so cute
target+self timer=the best pictures you could ever get (ps ignore whatever im doing)
study breaks before our first finals
the spanish six
hmm, where do we like the shop?
makin' fortune cookies for miss riley's surprise party
s.u.r.p.r.i.s.e.! i just love this
The Locker <3
my first high school dissection... it fueled my fire

It's crazy how much we've grown and changed. Time is flying by too fast. If I only I could only hold on to it all forever.

xo
Hannah